I didn't always make use of the journal space here.  Instead, I blurted things into my profile.  I got some laughs out of it, some decent comments, but I wasn't smart enough to realize the About Me space is limited, and I was losing  old...Read More

I was watching the History Channel, and they had my profile on Ancient Marvels.  Read More

I have a few things to say, in private -- that's what evenings are for!  Evenings are for other things, too, but first the words come, from us, between us, of us.   I have something to whisper in your ear, heart to heart, soul to soul.  ...Read More

When I get older, losing my hair, many years from now, will you stil need me?   I am older, fact of life, have lost some hair.  In fanciful world, I imagine myself younger, prettier, full-maned.     Okay, let me point out a few t...Read More

Everything and nothing; that's the way I feel. In my gut, it's everything, heavy and hard, full of importance.  In my life it's northing, nearly nothing.  My head and my heart agree with my gut.  Probably this makes little sense, and sou...Read More

"Try doing your worst stuff."   I'd been stuck in a jam, and that's the advice I got.  "Crap," I thought, "my best stuff is my worst stuff."  Still I considered the advice. After all, all advice has value, and this piece came from a pre...Read More

Ever wonder what that 3m guy was doing when he invented skicky notes?  Read More

I'm mostly into one-line stuff; I can come up with some clever quips.  But what I wish is that I could just sit down when I'm not so instantly inspired, and put together a decent flow of text. Sometimes you just have to flow, keep moving, respond...Read More

What if God made bugs to let us know what annoying little pests we are?Read More

Why am I so screwed up?  Does anybody know?Read More

My Name is Deena Deluca. I imagine at some point my name may become Deena Amado if I ever fully transition. My first girl name was Kelly Amado and I went by the username of Kellykisskiss on yahoo as I thought it was cute. I am currently 44 years old an...Read More

  Haha, well my last journal post was one of the items stricken when Urnotalone went down. Unfortunately, it was URNA exclusive, which means it didn`t appear on my FB, Myspace, Yahoo Pulse or Flickr profiles, so it is lost to time.   You kno...Read More

I put on my snug (ok tight) lol black jeans and comfy walking shoes and went to a bunch of garage sales seems in summer in the midwest people have a lot of them on fridays and weekends. I dont stop at all of them stay away from ones that a lot of kids ...Read More

TheCOMBINED GENDER IDENTITY AND TRANSSEXUALITY INVENTORY(COGIATI) Your COGIATI result value is: 55 Which means that you fall within the following category: COGIATI classification THREE, ANDROGYNE What this means is that the Combined Gender Identit...Read More

another day of shopping ,being enfemme makes mundane dutys a lot more fun, I had to buy some carpet spot remover and decided to just get femme. I wore my paded bottom girdle and strech jeans with a blouse and My B cup boobs with red wig, OK I prob wore...Read More

Last Friday I went over to Ashley's studio in SE Cleveland to get a makeover.  It's been WAAY too long since I've done something fun like that. In a word, Ashley was wonderful!  She has a fantastic attached studio that's convenient to major ...Read More

So the weekend of 16th, i ended up with no plans and home by myself.  So georgette decided to get dressed up and go out for a drink.  She picked a black top and black skirt.  The outfit was topped off with a two inch set of heels. ...Read More

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Due to my new job, I moved my surgery date out. I am now scheduled for surgery on August 20th, 2012. In 14 months, I will be a virgin. I have a lot of men that "want to be first" after I am all healed.  Maybe I should sell raffle tickets, lol.Read More

http://www.myspace.com/video/franluke/rehearsal-take-bari/107757076   Ok,...Ok.....This is the only other recording I can find.  Me on Bari sax.  Promised when first son was born not to take jobs away from home.  As luck would hav...Read More

   It was over fifteen years ago, when my therapist suggested I speak up and talk to people in the moment, rather than wish later I had said something.  Still good advice, even if it has taken this long for me to start applying it. ...Read More

I have been by an Angel named Donnaby  James Gazing at the stars in a dark cold nightUttering sweet words beneath pale moonlightI wish you can see I wish you can hearI wish you can kiss and hold you tightI close my eyes and shed those tearsThinki...Read More

Okay, I am not having a huge amount of luck trying to find a room around here. Hopefully something comes along soon.Read More

It's time to party...... It's that time again, long over due actually. We're having a party and we certainly hope you will consider joining us. Join all your CMP friends in Raleigh, NC Saturday evening July 23th for an evening we are sure you will n...Read More