I’m Nicole—soft-spoken, curious, and still learning how to let my feminine side breathe a little. I’m shy at first, but I warm up when someone patient makes me feel safe. I’m attracted to kindness, confidence, and the steady presence of masculine men who enjoy guiding someone like me. I’m still closeted, still figuring things out, but I love the feeling of being seen and understood for who I’m becoming.

What draws me most are men who are grounded, protective, and comfortable in their masculinity. When someone like that takes the time to talk to me, I relax. I feel smaller in a good way—lighter, softer, and a bit more myself. I’m not here to play games or pretend to be someone I’m not; I’m just exploring this side of me that has been quiet for far too long.

Lately, I’ve been channeling this awakening into writing—little reflections and stories on my blog about what it feels like to explore femininity as a closeted CD girl. Some of the posts are meant to be enticing, some are playful, and some are just honest glimpses into my mind. I enjoy crafting scenes and moods that appeal to masculine readers, offering them a window into the emotions, vulnerability, and yearning that shape this part of me. It’s becoming a way to express myself creatively and connect with people who appreciate my journey.