I have been cross dressing for a long time and thought I had given it up. But no, I find I need to express myself as other than male and have returned. I am passable and love going out and about but would love to be able to meet up with others. I am married and despite trying to live with crossdressing, my wife does not approve, hence I gave it up for 2-3 years. I only get to transform when my wife is away, like now. This make meeting other crossdressers or admirers difficult but I would really like to be able to meet up.